i thought i felt your shape but i was wrong, really all i felt was falsely strong. i held on tight and closed my eyes, it was dumb i had no sense of your size. it was dumb to hold so tight but last night on your birthday in the kitchen my grip was loose my eyes were open. i felt your shape and heard you breathing. i felt the rise and fall of your chest. i felt your fall, your winter snows, your gusty blow, your lava flow. i felt it all - your starry night, your lack of light. with limp arms I can feel most of you. i hung around your neck independently and my loss was overwhelmed by this new depth i don’t think i ever felt. but i don’t know, my nights are cold, and i remember warmth, i could have sworn i wasn’t alone.
Tom is the most insufferable. I still have no idea how both of them were in a relationship with him. They should have just castrated him and dumped the body in a river or something.
Yeah I have really harsh opinions about Tom. He is a total asshole. And also, why the fuck is he always like “I’m not like my parents I want to avoid them all the time” but then he’s always taking Daria out to these rich-ass fucking restaurants and events? Fuck him.